I Don't Want to Leave!

Ok, I will tear myself away tomorrow from this place near Red Canyon, Utah. But I am in zen. I dont think that I have had 3 days of total and complete solitude ever... in...my...entire...life. At least in the forest, alone, for as far as the eye can see. I recommend this to everyone. There is no one here. I am so content, relaxing, and in training for hermithood, or in training to be a monktress. I like it. No, rather, I love it. At least for now. Such utter silence, only to hear your ears ringing, and your heart beat.

I asked the cows, who came to visit again today, to move along, so I could take my twice a day walk. They were blocking my driveway out. We had a very long stare down, and insistent conversation. I won. Or, I should say Jo Jo won. He was not amused at all. If it wasn't for his leash, he would have been all over them. He was torquing my arm, as if his 5 pound body could drag me right to them, telling them to move their several hundred pound bodies along. We need to get by! How much does a cow weigh? Jo Jo does not comprehend his own size. So confident, and an inspiration to just do it, no matter who you are. Just do it, like Jo Jo would. Silly boy. Always protecting.

The weather is perfect. I really dont want to leave, but I will. But, damn, do I have to? I still have food. Pesto pasta and chicken tonight. And uninhibited showers facing the petrified wood ladened hill. I have rocks, too many rocks. Zen. Or heaven? Either way. I dont want to leave. And maybe I wont.





 

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